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R. M. Greta's avatar

"I need you to find contentment, in having experienced its intensity. "

This is the key!

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Connecting Communities 🏳️‍🌈's avatar

I really believe that every person should read in three ways. Once with your eyes on the page because that’s @bea speaking to you. The second time you read it, speak it to someone or say it out loud so the air captures it. The third time you read it. Sing it. However you sing. Energetically. Humming. Full on tenor. Vibrato. Rap. Beatbox. Sing. So your heart pumps it into your veins. That’s what I did. It’s like a mantra … excuse me womyntra for our times. Powerful fuckin shit.

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Bea's avatar

I love this! Singing it changes everything!

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Oracle of Kin's avatar

Beautiful ❤️

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Marc D Regan’s Burning Bridge's avatar

But who am I really? I seem to exist on different planes in different ways. I exist at the ego level—because I’m alive and in this samsara world. To do the karma dance I must engage (without engaging). I exist as the one who witnesses the ego world. I also exist as pure energy, outside of time and the connected constraints. The real dance is maintaining a balance between these…levels of consciousness? Word are clumsy. Anyway, saying or remembering who the fuck I am gets tricky. It calls for stillness and love. I think.

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SubtleCynic's avatar

Whoa. This is exactly what I needed to hear. I'm going through intense emotions that I've never experienced like this before. Embrace them, feel them, and let them go. Thank you. I want to remember who the fuck I am. Sometimes I forget, somehow 😔

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Bea's avatar

Honored to be a reflection of your beautiful truth 🖤

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SubtleCynic's avatar

Thank you Bea. You have a wonderful thing going here. I can feel a wise and inteicately beautiful soul in you through your writing. Please keep it going, as I'm sure you are 💜

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Bea's avatar

That’s such a wonderful compliment, it means so much. Thanks 🖤

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Rea de Miranda's avatar

Yes!!

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